Needed!

She is so in need of hug....(-_-)... Just a hug that can makes her feel comfort and warm...so desperately, the feeling of being warmly wrapped around until she fell asleep...

Please someone......\(-_-)/

Dark to bright...

How to accept the bad and see it as a blessing??...the unintentional words had given her an invisible pressure, it pushes her back to the corner..trapped with impatient and uncontrollable... is that the understanding not thorough enough or is was a miscommunication?...

It sounds alittle strange but she felt that worries, fear and stress causes some part of her body to produce huge amount of acid...

Stress comes after perfection? One who is longing for perfection often bear a lot of stress...?

the INVISIBLE force..it kills without warning

she is under tremendous stress...and the internal organs are crumbling together like a piece or cereal bar....

Drama and drama and drama

The TVB drama seems to be endless. She has been watching it day and night yet there are still many episodes in the queue...(-___-)"

She will be starting a new job in an Oil consultation company...no idea how she ended up with this company...but chubb, pls pray for her...hope it will be an okay one...

The Laos trip had sparked the flame in her heart to travel again.....but it is not possible without moola....so bad....(T____T)"



Vientiane, Laos

09-09-09

She must write something today because of the date. It will never repeat again...

Didn't realise, she had only blog once for last whole month. Poor bloggie...She has been extremely busy with the work. Chubby lied to her, he said legal firm is very leg shaking one...(=_=)"

Tiring...off to her hot shower now....

Something new...

It has been a month plus since her last entry. Over the month, she has been drained up with career decision making and choosing the right path.

Recently she landed in a legal firm. During her second day at work, just when she thought that everything was settled, she sniffs some unacceptable smell. It was cigarette smoke all over the office. Then she realized that the current practice of her boss and lawyers are to smoke in the air-con environment ....(=_=)"

After much struggling, she decided to leave the firm due to the smoky environment. But the boss is totally unwillingly to accept her leaving. She has been brainwashing for whole week before her last working day. He offered good remuneration, job advancement either being a personal secretary or an accounts or conveyancing...and if she needs a room, she got it...is all up to her to say and choose...(+_+)"

She prayed everyday, she seek for advice and she even when for other interview at the same time. And she believes God has chosen the path for her. Though she did not get much attracted by the variety of choices the boss has offered but the 5days job is definitely a big advantage for working in a local company here. And this is always the thing she is asking for in prayer. After comparing all the interviews she went through, the current boss offer is the best out of all.

Sometimes, she was thinking...there is always a purpose for all things that happened... God lead her to go through so many interviews and in different environment because He wanted her to know that she has gotten the best deal in hand.

So now, she is still attached to the firm...(^_^)".... Smoky environment and hectic work schedule...But she never gave up in praying for the boss and others to quit smoking.

She

She felt so grateful that her image was floating at Chubby's mind during his "dunno what to do" time...

Thanks Chubb!

p/s : You earn any title at the photo shooting competition not?...(^_^)"